the chapters of liang

yawns

2006-11-19T23:22:00.000+08:00

hmmm finally after a week of everyday term test, my brain is kinda tired after all the mugging n mugging n more mugging.

okies now the latest things that happened to me:
1)i took up wake boarding and it was a HIT man , but it will be a little costly... will who cares if i can enjoy my life~!!! and also made lots more of ridding kahkis
2)haha i'm still workin at orangtee
3)i'm open up more
4)i got a new click of friends in Poly and they are maria, farah and najib. oops and not to forget sccot n ina(u guys make my yr 3 an enjoyable one.)
5)i got a new com~!!!!
6)i dont noe wad else to say
7)i am lost with words

well this is all for now... oh ya and a nice song that keeps ringing in my head

the killers - when you were young

You sit there in your heartache
Waiting on some beautiful boy to
To save you from your old ways
You play forgiveness
Watch it now
Here he comes

He doesnt look a thing like Jesus
But he talks like a gentleman
Like you imagined
When you were young

Can we climb this mountain
I dont know
Higher now than ever before
I know we can make it if we take it slow
Let's take it easy
Easy now
Watch it go

We're burning down the highway skyline
On the back of a hurricane
That started turning
When you were young
When you were young

And sometimes you close your eyes
And see the place where you used to live

When you were young

They say the devil's water
It ain't so sweet
You dont have to drink right now
But you can dip your feet
Every once in a little while

You sit there in your heartache
Waiting on some beautiful boy to
To save you from your old ways
You play forgiveness
Watch it now
Here he comes

He doesnt look a thing like Jesus
But he talks like a gentleman
Like you imagined
When you were young
(talks like a gentleman)
(like you imagined)
When you were young

I said he doesnt look a thing like Jesus
He doesnt look a thing like Jesus
But more than you'll ever know

thought of the day: history has a habit of repeating itself~!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha thanks..

2006-08-01T13:59:00.000+08:00

hmmm juz as things wasnt goin so good, a surprise which really boost my morale.
i was promoted and of cause my salary was increase... secret cannot tell..
but of course more $$ means more job and responsibility. haiz stress sia.. alot of date line and project to complete... n some of my group members are not so efficient.. haha i choose the word efficient and not incompetent. haha words in diguise.. yup, i intro becca and she brought one of her friend to join us...
hope working with them will be fun and enjoyable...

oh ya term test next week.. sianz..

thoughts of the day: i'm so stressed out...

thanks alot

2006-07-27T01:26:00.001+08:00

ok.. haben been doin my entry lately...
haah ok i will start wif wad happen on sat 22 July, firstly went to cindy's birthday at pasir ris. den after which i had to head down to kel's chng sister db party at his cousin hse.it was at holland V (so can u imagine the distance???) the GOOD CLASS BUNGOLOW was at leedon park. oh man the hse was astonishing. its so so so big and acutically nice internaly. man i was blown awa by the hse. den was the food served. its high class hotel food. man i came too late n missed out on the food. den we played games. wf alcohol. at first we were playing indian poker, den i find it abit bored so i suggested another game. PS(i drank the most will playing indian poker) after which i also lost many times and drank really lots of liquor. the funny part was tat i wanted fresh air so i went out. ended up laying nxt to the mini pond. den kel they all found me semi unconsious(totally wasted). i could hear everyone's laughters n kel shouting "hey take a pic~!!!!" den i was carried in. after which i woke up at 4AM and headed home myself. i ask someone in the hse to call a cab for me. damn wasted tat day. as eunice blogged "last to arrive first to get wasted" haha

now rushun my land planning repor in davin's hse. my sis had to use the com so i had to come to davin hse n do my homework. at 12 midnight. lucky gt davin. a friend in need is a friend indeed. love you davin~!!!!

quote of the day: damned i'm damned stress

thanks alot

2006-07-27T01:26:00.000+08:00

ok.. haben been doin my entry lately...
haah ok i will start wif wad happen on sat 22 July, firstly went to cindy's birthday at pasir ris. den after which i had to head down to kel's chng sister db party at his cousin hse. oh man the hse was astonishing. its so so so big and acutically nice internaly. man i was blown awa by the hse. den was the food served. its high class hotel food. man i came too late n missed out on the food. den we played games. wf alcohol. at first we were playing indian poker, den i find it abit bored so i suggested another game. PS(i drank the most will playing indian poker) after which i also lost many times and drank really lots of liquor. the funny part was tat i wanted fresh air so i went out. ended up laying nxt to the mini pond. den kel they all found me semi unconsious(totally wasted). i could hear everyone's laughters n kel shouting "hey take a pic~!!!!" den i was carried in. after which i woke up at 4AM and headed home myself. i ask someone in the hse to call a cab for me. damn wasted tat day. as eunice blogged "last to arrive first to get wasted" haha

now rushun my land planning repor in davin's hse. my sis had to use the com so i had to come to davin hse n do my homework. at 12 midnight. lucky gt davin. a friend in need is a friend indeed. love you davin~!!!!

quote of the day: damned i'm damned stress

tired...

2006-07-14T13:46:00.000+08:00

it been one week since my last TP and hopefully i'm coping with the disappointment well. Finally manage to boook my nxt TP, which will fall on 8/8/2006. eve of national day. really really really need to pass this TP or else it will be waste of $$. and nt to say unable to drive around wf mum's WISH...

haiz.. been hangin out wif maria and sarah's gp. they are fun n chippy to be with. fun being wf them. first time bloogin in sch.. haha k k gtg chow goin to work..

thought of the day: I WANT TO EXCEL FURTHER...~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so much for being exsiting

2006-07-09T03:33:00.000+08:00

i dont know how to describe the feeling but it just sux to the extrem... that it makes me feel kinda depressing.

firstly is my best pal milk... its seems tat we drifted too far... and all he have now is his gf.. i know they shld spent time together but how abt me? since they were together i hardly or ever had a chance to go out wf him or have a good heart to heart chat. its not tat i nv ask him out but it like 10 times i ask him out, he will reject me 10 times, mostly cause he goin to accompany his gf. its very sad considering how much thick and thin we have been through. i relly treated him like a real brother... so much for being there for u.

secondly is wang lin. i was wishing n hoping for her arrival to singapore. and it was like when she comes to singapore, nv msg me, nv jio me to meet up wf me. i spilled my heart in front of her b4, and so much for remembering my existence.

thirdly, is some close scouts bro. its like i tryin so hard to be as close n try to go out wf them whenever i'm free but it seems like i nv had a place in any of their hearts b4. it will always be the few of them. or i can say 3 of them. as usual. then when i say they bor jio, they will say i no time. but the fact is they dont even bother to enquire whether i'm free anot. so much for trying so freaking hard.

fourthly, i hate my fate. i'm always so unlucky. why?~! i failed my TP once again. i failed 2 module even after much revision. seein classmate whom are more lazy den me doing even better. i dont noe why, but life is trying to test my patient. toying wf me like a yoyo. i always belief life is simple, but it an't easy. i believe in being kind n humble. i dont mock or make fun of people. but wad i get in the end is nth but a pile of junk. so much for being mr nice guy.

fifthly, i know wad some people might think that i kinda sensitive or wad so ever. but i will nv know how it feels cause u will be those guys who are forever forgetting the people who are very close to you. u are the people who is always remembered and always the first to be jioed out. always the first to get the news.

i know i tried my very best to be there and to go outing wf every friends. cause i dont want them to forget me. no matter how late, how busy, how tired, how sick, i would try to make my best to meet up wf my close friends. but it seems all meaningless now. i just dont feel like trying anymore, cause i bbeen trying all these years. trying so hard that it hurts. i dont need ur pity. hate me all u like, cause i wont be smart enough to know that u hate me. forget me all u like, causing we all are use to forget.

thought of the day: so much for trying so hard, n still get the treatment which i dont deserve.

sigh sighs

2006-06-15T10:29:00.000+08:00

i just hate the world cup fever..i dont watch nor gamble on soccer. hard to blend in with friends who just talk abt ball, football and more balls. haha even some girls say more soccer than me. haha but anyway i do try to keep myself update with those stuffs. i hardly see my boss comes to the office too. haiz.. need some new assignment and yet myy boss is no where to be seen. when call him he say tml u come office den disscuss with you.. always say the same old things... den there is one of my colleague.. he is also into the fever man. he is same age as me and he have juz lost 200 bucks on france vs switzerland. he is a guy which no words can discribe... irresponsible and many more to go...

yup yup today having a off day to accommpany mum and do some fyp stuff..

a pic from Maccrthcy Resovoir

thoughts of day: life is simple, it an't easy

X-MEN 3 THE LAST STAND

2006-06-13T00:06:00.000+08:00

been busy for the past 3 days...
went back my sec sch to help out in my scouts camp...
haha there was a solo night in the cementry and was freaking scary...

hmmm FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY... i went to catch Xmen...
the whole show was good... BUT some pointers..:
1)there was way way way way way too little angel scence which made me upset
2)y wasnt gambit?????
3)Xavier was killed too early...
4)and so is mysterior who lost her mutant ability so early in the show
5)and so is scott aka cycolps
6)the movie is WAY TOO SHORT
7)way toooo little mutants expressed in the x men team
8)jean dosnt have a firy phonix behind her(like in comics) haha
yup i sat through out the credits and saw the last part... which showed tat xavier wasn't dead...

"Charles.....!?" haha those who seen it shld noe wad i mean...

this i meant for 7 june

2006-06-12T23:43:00.000+08:00

haha went to cele milk birthday... we went to pasir ris to have Sakura international buffet. everyone ate till super full. there was milk, ming, lishan, ang dao, kel, teck haw, jasmine and kok leong.
after tat we decided to go to K... haha milk and ming had a chance to drive li shan car.. but me... all i can do is see only... juz hope tat i can pass my nxt tp...

here a some pics...

me and ming

milk, ming n me

milk milk birthday wf poly friends

2006-06-07T01:31:00.000+08:00

today cele milk bd wf our poly mates...
we went to dine at Hereen's NYDC.. nth special execpt for my drinks... hehe

milk me n becca

after tat we went to boat "key" haha i forget the spelling. me n serene sneak away and bought milk a bd cake. actually not counted as a cake. its 4 brownie combain together. we had no choice as all the shops were closed...
yup tat all folks nth much to say. cause i didnt quite enjoy my time cause of 1 or 2 bitches... man i really MEAN BITCHES... haha

tired shag sleepy

2006-06-07T00:55:00.000+08:00

this post is for sun...
haha met up with sin pei, marie, yenshi, n francis on sun to cele SP birthday and after tat went to k and sang till we drp. the air con had a little prob and we were sweating while singing haha... oh yah jethro also join us in the k box session. overall a fun and relaxing day after standing in that condo for 6 LLLLLoooooonnnnggggg hrs... haha chow~!!

Tml last paper.. YEAH~!!

2006-06-02T00:08:00.000+08:00

Yawns yawns yawns... today was Law test paper and i think i did quite alright... haha considering the limited things i studied yst.. lol
after ther test, sonething suddenly struck me.. i wanted to cook smth to eat. at first i was reluctant to cook, i was thinking that instant noodles will do but when i reach cold storage, i change my mind and decide to cook some thing special.. whahhaha
den walk across the spegetti section and saw LASAGNA.. whohohoo my eyes started to grow..
read the instruction and bought the neccesary items...
rush home and cooked up a good meal...

this was the final pic of the left over and there is tooooooo much cheese on it haha
i was so tempted to eat tat i forgot to take picture... lol

tml will be the last term test paper~!! chow~

X-men

2006-06-01T23:57:00.000+08:00

my first entry since my birthday... haha

You Are Cyclops

Dedicated and responsible, you will always remain loyal to your cause.
You are a commanding leader - after all, you can kill someone just by looking at them.

Power: force beams from your eyes

Which of the X-Men Are You?

haha i like cyclops anyway.. but ice man would be better... and the best part is i've yet to see the movie....

2006-02-28T12:06:00.000+08:00

ex SNT crew... love them

wads ur pattern??

2006-02-28T11:38:00.000+08:00

Your Brain's Pattern

Your mind is a creative hotbed of artistic talent.You're always making pictures in your mind, especially when you're bored.You are easily inspired to think colorful, interesting thoughts.And although it may be hard to express these thoughts, it won't always be.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

whahah

2006-01-19T01:46:00.000+08:00

hmmm its been reeally a long time since i last blogged... honestly... i'm blogging for the sake of bloging so chow~!!!

many things happened.... i made many good friends at SNT... sadly i'm parting tat damn place and hopefully will find a better one... late liao lazy to type... chow~!

long time no see...

2005-09-14T23:38:00.000+08:00

haha its been exactly one month since i last updated... no new song... no new pics... same old shit... to lazy to do anything... juz cant be bothered.... anyway who's reading this shity blog...
some funny things or stupid or whatever things happen lately:
1) i dl all the bleach anime... now nth to see have to wait for the later episode...
2)my bro in thailand having his thai boxing training...
3)term tests are here n i still chionging my bleach...
(anyway those who dont noe wads beach... go yahoo search urself...)
4)was seeing the highly aticipated epi od bleach when i accidently hit my com n it could not be on 5)miraclely it work the next day... make me sad for one night...
6)2 papers done... left 4... basket
7)been slping very late...
8)haiz my bro ming, broke up wf gf....

blah blah blah cant think of any more things to say...
lol gtg
thought of the day: y u bother to read?

whahaha

2005-08-14T00:34:00.000+08:00

hmmm quite a fun week....
very enjoying and really love the company...
first was li shan BD chalet.... first day was fun...
we played lots of stupid game and was super duper fun...
its always the case when there is wang ling...
i'm begining to like her... like as in her accompany... lots of laughters when with her...
we played till quite late and the very nxt day i have PPT...
sianz...
den the second day was a bit boring... i was a bit drunk but was quite alright...
but tat was the very first time i had a ashma attack...
must be the combination of matel, calsberg, civas.. and with some violent activity...
had a wrestling match wf yong jin and qi ming.... 2 vs 1
i think i drank the most amoung them... SEH~!!!

hmmmmmmmmmmmm...........................~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
den today was HORNET 86 badge gathering...
hahaha we had lots of laughters and fun...
the bond is still strong as spider web...
haha i describe it wf spidy web cause scientis have found that the web is stronger den metal...
we had a steam boat session...
and we also celebrated ah hong BD...
the amount was within the badget and everyone had a great and filling time....
fun is the word to describe...
actually i cant describe with any words....
and we played black jack...
i was the banker... whaahahaha and won 20 bucks...
thanks to the luck of ah nei...
later going for morning show at PS...
bro will be driving...

for now chow~!!!
brother scouts to thank for coming:
ming feng
davin
ah tat
francis
ah nei
kai yi
eugene
jie yang
song han
shi quan
ming da

yup and those who cannot make it i know tat u all really wanted to come but
just cant make it.. no blames...

thought of the day: winning black jack 20 buck
steam boat cost of each one 5 bucks
cost of cake 27 bucks
meeting and having fun wf bros
PRICELESS~~~!!!!!!!!!

2005-07-26T22:22:00.000+08:00

its been a long time since i last updated.... hmmm i wondering whos reading this blog anyway... might want to close this blog... MIGHT....

termm test is over... and back to part time , sucked up job...

lately had a mini gathering with ade. nth changed much, on the contour but i'm totally different inside. ya, she was yeaking abt me bloggging... say blogging for gals... blah blah blah... she was saying how gayish i was... saying how bigger size i have become... ate a lot and the food was great...
den went to lan after tat... damn fun playing with milk, ming and kel... stupid n quite fun thought...

hmmm yst was caroline bbq cum chalet... it was much fun when we were playing the playground... haha damn funny laughed till i drop... as compared our self entertainment was much fun.... den when we went back it started to rain... lucky someone had the hornour to start the fire. i helped to transfer all the hot charcole into the metal tray... in whole the whole bbq sux... no one offers to help. only milk becca, lyuren, eve, anna and eylene helped.... n for the chalet its a so so only...

thought of the day: everything looks ok on the outside, but totally screwed up the inside

some nice phrase from desprate hse wife

2005-07-06T01:20:00.000+08:00

We all honor heros for different reasons.

Sometimes for their daring.

Sometimes for their bravery.

Sometimes for their goodness.

But mostly we honor heroes,

Because at one point or another,

We all dreamed of being rescued...

Of course, if the right hero doesn't come along,

Sometimes we just have to rescue ourselves.

2005-06-27T22:21:00.000+08:00

I PASSED MY FINAL THEROY..... FINALLY~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-06-26T01:17:00.000+08:00

its been nearly 1 mth... seems like no one has notice... yes there was 2 person who said it in front of my face... but tat wasnt the 2 ppl i was expecting... u are losing me and u dont seems to give a damn... y? is ur ego really tat important as compared to ur best friend?

i was so quiet... was so distress... was so moodless... i showed it all out... and wad i got back? nth... i am starting to doubt u... WHY WONT U JUST ASK ME WADS HAPPENING TO ME???? WHY? i didnt gave u morning call, i hardly open my mouth, i hardly called u, i hardly meet u during the holidays, i hardly smile... and yet u r still so insensitive to my feeling... all i wanted is for u to ask am i alright... but neh u are still as self centred as ever... is caring for ur friend so difficult... just showing this concern for this ONCE... is it so hard? is it? or u think it is too mushy for ya? or are u really so dumb to this extend of not seeing my disstress signal... i been waiting... it hasnt been like this for days or weeks but it going close to one month... "if" u happen to read this do call me and fuck the hell up of me... which i think will be the last thing tat will happen... den i will leave... leave for the sake of my self....

thought of the day: i'm losing it...

damn u~!

2005-06-21T21:06:00.000+08:00

was kind of pretty pissed wf one person today... damn she really ruin my day, my mood and most of all, my dignity... argh i am so pissed with her... i tried argueing back in a nice way but eventually gave up and i dont see the point in say much more to a brainless and childish girl... damn man... it all started tat she say a girl specially move a side to take a look at her... den she say until she very pretty like tat... den i said y cant they be seeing us(guys) in a jking tone... she replied u all also not so good lookin see ya for wad? as compared they of cause is seeing me la... den i say wah liao we got so bad meh? i say i believe i am better den the average... she say eeee you are only i lvl above UGLY.... den she keeps bragging abt she very pretty... puke man ... wad pretty if u have no inner beauty? pui~!!!! come on take a look at ur self b4 saying such hurtful things to others....look at ur nick and think well... ur nick is so childish...

den today our CT lectuer was saying abt blogging and i said abit of wad i think was suppose to be... yup this is my blog and it is meant for me to put my comments of wad i think and wad shld be told... as said, if u want to make comments, u can do it on ur own blog and i wont be goin to ur blog to comment any thing...

damn pissed with her.... shit u

thought of the day: an eye for an eye makes the whole world blind

eyes on a poor howard

2005-06-16T01:17:00.000+08:00

damn my all time fav guy, Howard. tat poor boy after doing so much for denis,she broke his heart to the max. from the tv set i can see howard being dropped down from a thousand storey. actually i guessed so from the way denis convey her msg to howard. there was no eye contact, or hardly... and from her body language i can tell tat she is nt going for cute howard. and when howard hugged her he cant bear to let go.... tat is how much he likes her... well as the song goes" everything meant to be broken"... howard will always be horward... he is a nice guy which i think most gals will definetly like...

skepticism

2005-06-16T00:33:00.000+08:00

DAY 2 - AGONY OF THE HEART
task task.... i stuck on this page for nearly half and hr wondering wad to say....

i'm starting to gt skeptic abt everyone...
i'm starting to become a skeptic person...
i'm making ppl to feel skeptic abt me...
ha... i'm glad to say tat lucky tat i have strike off ur name of my list tat time...
u can talk abt any1 but us... strange isn't it? our names were HARDLY metion...
isnt a bit too ironic??? ha.... u were attached to a person let say 3 to 4 months ago??
and i just learn abt it yst? tsk tsk...

thought of the day: u are a utter dissapointment....

Sterophonics-Rewind

2005-06-14T22:11:00.000+08:00

nice music + nice lyrics= great Song

It's your time
It's your day
It's never too late
To change lanes

How's your life?
How's your place?
Was it where you wantedYour head to lay?

But wait, you can breathe
You can see what I can see
Don't waste your time
You can't make back

If you could rewind your time
Would you change your life?

Do you like you?
Do you love your wife?
Or did you pick what
You're told was right?

Dream and be
What you feel
Don't you compromise
What you wanna be'

Cause change is okay
What's the point in staying the same
Regrets, forget what's dead and gone
If you could rewind your time
Would you change your life?

If Jesus rode in on a camel today
With your cross on his shoulder
Time to take you away
Have you done all you wanted?
Are you happy and warm?
Do you miss someone special
You don't see anymore?
Have you blood on your hands?
Do you dream of white sands?
Can you sleep well at night?
Have you done all you can?
The place I was born in
Stays crooked and straight
I see innocent blue eyes
Go blind everyday

Rewind your time
Would you change your life
Today?

2005-06-13T12:45:00.000+08:00

well took a day off from sch today and is slacking and recovering from my inflammation. damn pisssed wf angel fire. could nt log in and could nt sign up. i want to change a new song for my blog... damn it... still pretty pissed wf myself...

of yah... i forget to mention tat i saw one of my old buddy delin at CP and just nice he was abt to have his break so we head on to jacks place to have our lunch... chat a lot but he say i have nt change muuch... in fact he was wrong to the extrim... i change lots and if he did nt notice, i am much more quietier now...

argh~~~~

2005-06-12T23:29:00.000+08:00

man i am sick again.... slight fever and a very bad sore throat aka inflammation... damn it man it hurts till i can feel the paiin on my right ears... laying sick whole day at the bed... i mind kept thinking of J and B... i' still freaking pissed... i wanted to tell J tat i miss you so much... i wanted to tell B of how jealous i was when i saw you with your bf... tat day they came and i dont know wad s gone thought me, i was like a total different person...ar.... i wanted to do say so many things... but i just can't... i hate myself... i want to meet J... i hope you will think the same way as me... i dont know wad to do... will anyone help me??

on fri one classmate said smth... "eerik u seems to be living in the world of ur own lately...." i guessed it always the nt so close friends who notice the changes... i gt nth much to say but agree with her and feel even lonelier...

i love to be hug and it feels so great.... will u ever going to come back to me again?

thought of the day : i wish to see you every second and everyday...

i starting to hate my self more...

2005-06-11T18:30:00.000+08:00

agh wads happening i am so depress by many things... i dont know how to say wand wad to say....i like B and J... but it seems like i cant be with neither of them.... i am damn freaking pissed wf myself... y must i allow this kind if thing to happen to me... i so messed up... myabe it shld have been this way after all.... i hate myself...

thought of the day: i hate myself for wad i am

i'm back

2005-06-08T20:09:00.000+08:00

haven been blogging for weeks liao... firstly is because com was down... secondly work till very tired... thirdly no mood to blog... lots of things happen making me in a not so good mood... haiz... too many let downs and too many upsets... haiz nth much to say actually....

thought of the day: i'm changing cause wads the point of staying the same

tired....

2005-05-16T00:41:00.000+08:00

haiz damn shag and tired man... been working for the past week almost everyday. hmmm... today after work bernie fatch me home... damn i'm so happy... hahah before that we went to have a samll supper... she intro very nice wan tan mee...

thought of the day : i need a break...

2005-05-08T00:54:00.000+08:00

hehe temp working there~!!!

tired tired tired tired

2005-05-06T01:41:00.000+08:00

been working the last few days... damn tired.... long long hrs lately cause the resturant just open and need to train all the part timers... everyone like toot toot like tat... but luckily i gt a little little little tiny winy little bit of experience...

hmmm den got to know the BIG boss daughter... she nice, pretty, intelligent, gorgous and most of all eye catching... haha every part timer are guys. and there are a total of 7 PT. den today a gal from the other brunch came and join us...

today was late by half an hr due to heavy traffic and was repremanded by my manager... sianz.... but nvm...

oh ya btw today my results are out... i got an A, 2 Bs, 3 Cs and 1 D... muhahahahahaha thought tat i would fail or wadever... haha but who cares? i can continue with year 2...

thought of the day: i'll try nt to be late... hahaha

2005-05-03T23:16:00.000+08:00

yup it was a labour day and OFF ALL DAYS we went to sentosa... its was so packed with ppl...
had a great time and it was quite fun. and best of all i TANNED... whahaha super red...
yup after tat we met shu shan and amanda makan at serangoon. the food was great. den we to coffee bean sit sit... den uncle came along. OLD uncle haha... den after tat we went to seletar to talk... being wf an elder ppl is much better as u can learn and listen from thier experience and life story.

ppl which i hadn't mation... lishan aka sheep samuel aka milk and wei ming aka ming~!!! yup 4 ppl went to sentosa.... -.-"""

thpught of the day: i need a moisturing cream... lol

work work wrok seh seh seh

2005-04-30T19:41:00.000+08:00

today work from 8.30 to 6. seh leh... whole day look at the com. do data entry. but pays is gd and its worth it. but was super tired due to yst singsing session and cant slp. slp only 3 hrs like or maybe more little.... SEH SEH SEH argh~!!!

and i got the part time job. will be at suntec brunch... tues start work liao... haha..

and i gt my final theory results. haben open... as promise goin davin hse to give him open for me... damn i am so excited... maybe will fail... sob...

thought of the day: i'm exhuasted....

K BOX RULES

2005-04-30T03:12:00.000+08:00

went to search for a job before meeting wang liang and lishan.
MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH~~~!!!!!
our long and eager anticipation. K BOX SESSION

as usual li shan was late... ALWAYs... den me wang ling go in first... hehe honestly speaking we plan this session like weeks and weeks ago but didnt seems to fulfill it until yesterday "yesterday all my trouble seems so far away"
hmmm we started off first. den sang a few sun yan zi song... MAN~! MAN MAN~!!
wang ling has such a nice and wonderful sound..... power sia. den she gave me sang one one. den my chinese is damn poor one. i mean super poor. but when it comes to the chorus i seems to know all the words. den wang ling shouted : "OIE~!! LIANG argh u memorise the lyrics one huh??~~!!" wah liao like tat say me i DIAO~~~~~ -.-"" but it just seems tat i really only know the chorus...

den sang and sang and sang... den the late sheep aka lishan has finally came. den sing sing sing...
haha lishan singing as bad as mine...

den the waiter come say if we want to continue sing must buy their K ICE a drink. it cost 14 bucks plus plus and is damn bor hua i tell ya. den he even say must buy THREE bottles.
den we all like HUH siao argh??? but thanks to wang ling good arguing skills we manage to gt one bottle and another 2 cups of drinks for the extention. it cost abt 33 bucks like tat. den we 3 share amount the cost. man thats EX for an extention of few hrs.

AND WANNA THANKS WANG LING FOR THE KBOX TREAT.
(she treated us the package)

part 2: after kbox session went to ate dinesup aka supper eaten as dinner. liang's language.
they went to meet up with their gang of friends, sen since i also know them den go along loh. haiz but think i shld have gone. neh nvm dont wanna say liao lazy to type... YAWNS~!!!

thought of the day: NEVER GO KBOX HOUGANG...stupid rules for extention.

think, thinking, thought

2005-04-27T23:59:00.001+08:00

yst night went for that interview which was abit failure and sucky. ha.... i went to interview as a waiter at one wu lu pub. didnt knew how to get there and had to spend $3.30 on taxi after i alighted at chinatown. when i reach there, there were 2 malay ladies. den came my turn.

interviewer: so have u have any experience working in a pub?
me: erm... abit, help out b4 in my friend's father pub.
interviewer: so u know wad is "waterfall"?
me: HUH?!?!?!?! (HAs....) NOPE
interviewer(giving funny look): den u know how to open chivas?
me: huh~?~?~?~? YES...(reluctantly)

haiz den he continue shooting me with question. he even asked u learn things fast anot?? kaoz see my face can tell liao la... i'm quite a fast learner. but when i say hai ke yi. he give me that strange look again... was the fuck??? but anyway the pay is 6 buck for no experience aka me... den the working time kinda sucks... 11 to 5AM... den he ended off saying i'll call you AKA GET LOST YOU SUCKS AND I DONT NEED YOU... sob sob sob hahahaha

den when on the way home in train saw winnie. talked a while only. den after tat when i alighted i didnt say bye or anything. man i was in the hurry and did not think much of here. anyway she had someone to acc her so who cares.

den after tat went to davin hse sit sit a while.

thought of the day: simplicity is very often complicated

think, thinking, thought

2005-04-27T23:59:00.000+08:00

2005-04-27T18:34:00.000+08:00

i hate ppl who thinks they are so smart when they are not. i know you are doing all these things to get me but give up. if u ever do smth to my blog again i make sure u are deleted of from my mind forever. no forgivness nor mercy.

ok forget it. later i going for a interview. until i gt the position den i will say wads the job abt... for now chow~!!! and 2 middle fingers to "critic" or should i say t*****

thought of the day: LIFE is like playing chess, once a move is made, u are unable to retreat. the only thing you could do is try to make a lossing game win.

sick guy AGAIN~

2005-04-26T12:03:00.000+08:00

ok there is this sicko tagging in my tag borad the one name "critics" i think YOU are really sick. buzz off. u put ur url as "all rise to the almighty idiot". i dont know if it is a conincidence that the nick u put is same as milk who is my best buddy. but if u are out there to frame him den i think u are a ass hole. at first i thought it was milk, so i didnt think much of it and juz thought he was kinding. but when i asked abt him tagging in my board yst, he say it wasnt him. so its either it is someone who knows milk too or a sick ass hole who is out there to get me. if u not happy come find me face to face kill me or stab me. dont do such childish things in my blog. man sick ppl in the sociality. but again that does not bother me much casue as usualy after reading u will go comment again. den again showing other how an idiot u are...

ok just came back from my final theory test. its a bit sucky and i think i have to retake. HOPE NOT. den yst went out with milk, lishan and wang ling. so didnt have much time studying and have to burn mid night oil. we went to watch "THe pacifier" ok la reate it 3/5.DEN DEN DEN i little over spent today.. haha i final manage to bought my naruto figurine very first set at a FREAKING high price of $49.95. it is expected to be so ex cause it is very very very very very very very very very very very very rare. i must be too mad to the extend to buy it i can say. BUTS BUTS BUTS no regrets as i have compelted my set~!!!!! muhahahahahaha and also bought one sun yan zi cd. hmmm.. guess i have to stay at home for the nxt few days liao...

LATEST UPDATE: i may or may not be going HK liao. or maybe going at a later date.
HAIZ..............

thought of the day: it is starting to get very rocky.

2005-04-25T12:11:00.000+08:00

hmmm if u all ever notice the time i post my blog, its usually around 12 noon... haha tats when no body using the laptop. den its all mine. my sis everyday use.... lucky she still in secondary sch... muhahahaha

sat: afternoon did nth. n the evening went to davin hse warming party. saw ah mint aka jasmine.
chat with her. update her abt class ppl. she also told me alittle thing... hehe den eat till i drop. it was buffet type and goss there was alot of food left. cause davin friend only I came. -.-"""""

sun: went to help mum. so nt much to say ba... haha and at night smth special happen. i get to know a friend even better. =)

thought of the day : tml final theory and i'm still slacking....

feeling fit

2005-04-22T12:34:00.000+08:00

went to collect my medical report. hmmm everything seems fine except my liver which the doctor say has an exceptionally high reading. the level is 0-40 but mine one is 88 and one is 154. must be all the alcohol causing this HIGh readings.

went to gym today. and after gym mah kan with milk, lishan, amanda and shu shan. after mah kan milk lishan and me went to have a chat. haha talk abt lots of interesting things...

haiz then davin jio me go hong kong so need to go work to find $$. need abt close to 800 bucks. man~!! tat EX...

thought of the day: I NEED A JOB DESPRATELY~!~!~!~!~

2005-04-20T12:06:00.000+08:00

went to have a swim at hougang bay...ha... den surprisingly saw ah nie aka ronald. at first he was hidding at one edge so funny like ti ko pei look here look there but man he is as blind as an old man haha without his spects... then after he left i swim a few laps and when my back starts to ach i went up to have a tan. but the sun let me down there was practically no sunshine... and li shan was so lucky cause she when she msh me i was near my bag. she msg me saying need to meet eealier. damn she ruin my whole schedule =. so i have to pack bag and leave.

ha then manage to meet li shan and was abit late. she drove to suntec and we went around to look for golf shoes which she is intending to give her sis as Birthday present. and i have to share too cause her sis also invited me.we searched for few hours and our decision ended up with the first stall we went. but there did not have her size so we went to its lido outlet. oh man ... haha lucky lishan is driving.

thought of the day: my back is killing me~!!

muhahaha

2005-04-19T19:41:00.000+08:00

haha as promised i change my skin... thanks to my sis... she spent the whole afternoon editing the skin... thanks sis.. muacks~!!!!!!

ok today wait 4 hrs for the stupid pet shop to open but it didn't damn pet shop... haha chows~!! love my new blog...

Fun day

2005-04-18T12:39:00.000+08:00

haiz my desktop cannot log into blogspot the past few days. think gonna reformat that stupid com. so now using my laptop to blog.(finally cos my sis have been using it the whole day lately~~!!)

start from fri: afternoon went for a swim before going to help out in scouts. the swim was dam shiok and i swam continuously for 45 mins non stop. that was to compensate all the unhealthy and oily food i ate the day before(thurs went to bedok to had a big feast)haha. den went to scouts to teach the sec 1 lashing. then ah hong and jie yang put areoplane. den at night went to cycle with milk, lishan, ang dao, teck haw, kelvin, shu shan, amanda and ah lam. manage to borrow a bike from francis whom reluctantly agree to lend me his bike muhahaha. the trip was fun and long. we cycled from hougang to serangoon to jalan kayu to lower seletar to yishun. one of the bushes. on the way to jalan kayu milk bike break down cand its really cannot make it liao. so he decided to abandon his bike at haha it was long but fun. kel kept bragging abt the distance and the slopes. haiz kel so weak and even the girls did not complain... den after yishun it was about 6 am already(PS we started out at 11.30) and on the way to yishun li shan tyre spoil. another bike break down. den after eating breakfast at one of yishun kopitiam the girl decided to take a cab home. den the boys continue to cycle. we went to redeem milk bike and surprisingly it was there. so he flag cab and need to bring back 2 bikes but the uncle only allow one. lame. so the rest cycled back and i went to return francis bike. reach home at 9 am and gt reprmanded by my ah bu. slept till 11 . then after tat wanted to go back sleep cant liao.

sat: went to lishan pub to have a drink. and it wad li shan last day at work. cos her boss having a divorce with wife and she is working on account of boss face.

sun: went to davin house to play mah jong. at first luck was n't with me and i lost all my $$. ok its nearly lost it all. but at the ending i manage to recope back the losses.

thought of the day: smoking is for kids

2005-04-13T16:10:00.000+08:00

Resengan VS Chidori

Howie day-collide

2005-04-13T01:58:00.000+08:00

very meaningful and wonderful song.

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow,
you'll go
I worry
I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

=)

2005-04-13T00:57:00.000+08:00

well not going be bothered by ya... everyone who visit my blog knows very well who is the ass hole. they are not stupid and so am i stupid. they have eyes to read all your comment and they will have their own judgement. well by all means if YOU want to have your "revenge" on me then go ahead. i cant blame your childishness and stupidity. i have suffered bigger blows. =P haha

been studying for the last paper the whole day~!!! its killing me.. toilets, basin, showers, pipe, blah blah blah.... and also when resting saw a DVD. nice show call "the butterfly effect"
very nice and meaningful show. damn now then get to watch it.

ok well, i been trying to learn how to create a nicer blog so stay tune. and also my tag board is so not working so changing a new tag board. damn i see the code see till i blur~!!! yup thats my nature.

thoughts of the day: you are not going to bring me down

wad the hell

2005-04-10T21:37:00.000+08:00

cant believe that u are so sick to the extend to sign up to blogger just to put one comment...sicko man really... pissed out... never seen such a sick ass hole...

......

2005-04-09T12:16:00.000+08:00

hey can u quit commenting in my blog... then fucked up leh... must u be such a loser and going abt commenting fucked up comments??? get a life can you?? and wad for dont dare put ur name?? or are u just jealous tat i won some cash...koaz get a life and quit commenting in my blog... if u want to comment keep them to ur self... such an arse hole...

haha won another 50 bucks~!!!

2005-04-07T03:10:00.000+08:00

damn it man never felt so lucky b4... at first only called to delicate song den heng heng called through....den delicated song for rrebecca... haha

den when it time for the game... i called again.... haha and won another 50 bucks...tats a total of 100... whahaha goin to treat friends mah kan liao...so lucky... even the DJ bu ta han... haha thanks carrie

arrghh dont he understand english~!!!

2005-03-16T00:40:00.000+08:00

argh~~!!!!! i' going mad... pls stop commenting on my blog.... keep ur comments to urself... want to comment go other place and comment... here dont welecome u...

thought of the day : another comment and u will know...

this is fucking gt no where....

2005-03-13T11:25:00.000+08:00

so now is "U ppl"...haha ur words changes... we ppl are just happy go lucky ppl... we dont act unlike u.... hey dont pull my scout repo in to this matter cause u are no better den me... and i believe i am better den u in every aspect...and u are saying urself cause u are the one who started it...i dont go around spreading and back stabbing ppl like u... i keep secrets and really meant keep them...

haha i didnt know walking so arroganty like as if u are the big shot and hands swinging like there is no bone is not call ya ya papaya...or maybe u are born with it... den too bad i cant blame ya.. (PS i did not meant the whole gp... only for some execptions)

and get this striaght i have removed my url of my blog for months already so i think its u who have a freaking problem... go see my friendster pls... didnt knew tat u were so kay po... and if u not happy say right in front of my face.. dont comment in my blog and dirty it, and come to think of it u are really indeed a coward... a kettle calling a pot black... ha... but i am nt black nor am i the kettle nor the pot... haha and reading wad u post, i'm glad tat u admited that u are a fucking person... anyway i'm lazy to type so much with a person who dont know himself and still saying others.. ps stop commenting in my blog as u r spoiling ur repo nt mine...

thought of the day : guess there is a different between an 18 yr old and 19 yr old brain... the 19 yr old brain is more mature indeed..

fuck off

2005-03-10T23:38:00.000+08:00

fuck off cause i know who are u... u dumb ass

wad the fuck u saying???

2005-03-10T20:09:00.000+08:00

hey if that person who post tat comments ever read this own up pls and i think i know who the fuck u are dare to post comments dont leave as anonymous... cause u don't know anything and how the dare u fuck my blog...

READ THIS __ YOU NEVER SEE THE WAY THEY TALK, THE WAY THEY WALK, THE WAY THEY ACT AND THE WAY THEY DO THINGS SO DONT U DARE FUCK ME AND SAY ME. AND I WILL SAY IF THERE IS A CHANCE. LOOKS WHO IS CALLING WHO A COWARD WHEN YOU URSELF DONT EVEN DARE TO PUT UR NAME... AND U URSELF IS WAD U ARE CALLING ME~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I APPRECIATE UR COMMENTS BUT DONT THINK U KNOW EVERYTHING... U KNOW NTH K. FUCK U TO THE CORE. I AM NOT PROUD OF MYSELF... THIS IS ANOTHER FUCK __ TO U FOR NOT KNOWING AND I BET U DONT EVEN KNOW MY CHARACTER.

AND AT FIRST PLACE THE RAPPORT BETWEEN THE CLASS SUX TO THE CORE AND U DONT EVEN KNOW ANTH... WELL I WILL TELL U..

I BELEIVE TAT I'M IN NOT WORNG. AND ONE MORE FUCKING FACTS ABT ME. I DONT BELIEVE IN WINNING CAUSE EVEYONE IS EQUAL. WE FIGHT FOR IT. AND I WAS JUST SAYING THAT MY GP WILL DO A BETTER JOB AND TODAY WE HAVE INDEED DONE A BETTER JOB SO STOP FUCKING MY BLOG.

AND PS WAD R BLOGS FOR IF I CANT POST WAD I THINK OF THEM. IF U ARE NOT HAPPY FUCK OUT OF MY BLOG I DONT NEED U TO READ IT.

TOUGHT OF THE DAY : I AM NOT WRONG, I DONT NEED TO ASK MYSELF ANTH AND ONE MORE FREAKING THING I HAVE A CLEAR CONSCIOUS.... FUCK OFF AND IF U NOT HAPPY COME FIND ME U FUCKER. ASS HOLE. SUCH SUSSY DONT FIT TO EVEN SEE MY BLOG. IF U ARE NOT HAPPY COME TELL ME IN MY FACE. DONT COMMENT IN MY BLOG U ASS HOLE... DEN WE WILL SEE WHO IS THE COWARD.

gulity

2005-03-10T00:41:00.000+08:00

haiz... why must my blog always start with a haiz... hear smth shocking from someone yesterday. i didnt like what u said and was rather gulity and shocked... y must u start? y?? i felt so bad... maybe i shldn't have done it in front of you. from tat day on i tell myself never to do it in front of u... i keep thinking that i am partly to blame... y must i hai u... if u ever read this blog i hope u know wad u are doing... if its smth gd its ok for u to continue but if it isnt good best not to touch... i really hate myself ... feeling so bad and guilty...

anyway tml having a presentation and hope it goes off well...and i believe my group will do a better job den those ya ya papaya... haha cheers~!!

thought of the day : i hope u know what u doing~ cause it all in urself.... but for sure dont regret

the pain outside cannot be compared to the pain inside

2005-03-01T23:27:00.000+08:00

dunnoe wad to say... today i did smth really stupid... to the point that i didn't even know wad got into me... stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid me... but somehow kind of dissapointment...
but must look at another pt of view... gorwin up is doing foolish things... after doing tat foolish thing and we stumble den we can learn to be a better me~! there is many down fall in every part of life.... but some times its hard to turn back time... in fact we cant... but if everything turns out bad there is one thing i can do and it is thanks for being part and parcel in life which means alot... 1st march is one day tat i wont forget... the day which made me grow... i cant say or think tat nth happened today...its impossible...this is another blow which i must learn... but if we survive this tide our friendship might become stronger... and the only thing tat can be done is to let time heal the wound... scars will be there but it is a symbol tat i have grown up....

thought of the day : sry and hope tat we will change for the better... nt for others but for ourself

hi all~!

2005-02-27T23:41:00.000+08:00

argh.... have nt been updating lately... haha

ok fri went to watch howls moving castle at tampiness malll... and guess wad? it is out on DVD liao F**K sia... the movie quite nice and rate ir 4/5... stress argh lately.... sianz hmmm recently lots of bad thing happen... ok dont need to eleaborate.... u noe i noe can liao...

haha guess wad my club ask me to help in tml street soccer match... of all the ppl.. ME~!!!
kaoz... i know nth abt soccer leh... hahah DOTS DOTS DOTs......

ok lazy to say too much...

thought of the day: i'm in a mess

EVANESCENCE missing

2005-02-21T21:06:00.000+08:00

added a new song... enjoy~!!!!

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And, barely conscious,
you'll say to no one:"Isn't something missing?"

You won't cry for my absence,
I know -You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.Isn't someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out,
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"

Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.Isn't someone missing me?

And if I bleed,
I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?Isn't something...

Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.Isn't someone missing me?

i saw her last breathe

2005-02-13T22:45:00.000+08:00

today went to saw my sick ah ma at tan tock seng...haiz never did i expect tat i was the last person she saw... at first i came and saw her slping soundly.... i called her once and she respone abt only... de i sat beside her seeing her slp.. den suddenly i saw her took a deep breath... i did not think much...

juzt den the nurse came to took her blood presure... at first they tried to use the automated one... den they could not take any reading... tat was when i started to feel a bit strange.. the bad feeling came and i was feeling so good abt it... den they tried and use the manuel one... suddenly one of the nurse face changed... i wasn't so pleased with the expression...den i saw them abit panicking....they took her pulse and lots of thing.. then soon they push in a machine...

the next moment, the nurse came out and ask me inform my parents... i cried whle talking to my mum... i wad abit speechless as i waas the one who saw everything...den soon one by one came... when my uncle came he asked me nt to cry as if ah ma saw us crying she wont bear to leave so i tried nt to cry...

den after tat my family went to make arrangment for the funeral... it will be at casket...
i think it gd tat my ah ma went peacefully... as she had suffered for 20 yrs liao... at least she went off peacefully wf me by her side...

thought of the day: rest in peace my dear ah ma...

wad a birthday...

2005-02-10T01:39:00.000+08:00

today is the day where everyone happy going out collecting hong baos... going to other ppl hse eating their snacks and tibits... ha.. whose for me new year cum birthday... kaoz... y so heng... HAs.... i'm dont mind going to shop helping my mum but seeing my business doing so bad i also no mood.... todays's business was the worst of all in my entire life since i started to help my mum during chinese new yr... business was freaking bad... never seen chinese new year so quiet before...

haiz... there nth much i can do... haiz my mum looked sad and i can see she was trying to be happy.. its never easy to try to be smth u can't...feeling so bad for my mum...

den around 4 plus uncle came to bring me go see a high monk and he gave blessing to me and my sis and bro...after which i went home wf my cousins.. went to ate dinner and she brought me and sis to watch a movie... treat it as a birthday gift from her.. we watched constantine... nice movie.. great humour.... nice actions..nt bad i give it 4/5.... den after which cousin friend send us home...

den now typing my entry.. wad a boring birthday... birthday on new year den sianz loh ... no friends to celebrate wf.... but i cut cake wf mum yst...think i kinda getting sick of special occasions cause it like nth...juz as i always thought that my birthday was the graeatest day and shld be the happiest day... but instead all opposite.... well guees i have to gt use to this sucky life afterall....

thought of the day: guess this is the most suckerest and pathetic birthday ever in my life and i hope it will be the last....

new hair do

2005-02-06T11:14:00.000+08:00

went to hougang bay to have a sun tan session. actually went alone one den guess who i saw?? SAMUEL... muhahahahaha tats so funny.. den tan for a few hrs but like no effect... haha den after tat milk went to meet his sis and i went to CP aka compass pt.

on the way there, i was thinking whether to have my hair cut...even i reach there i still couldn't decide... even my stylist say dont cut ... haha she say i keep so long liao cut very wasted... haha but this did not stop me... b4 cutting they will wash my hair... den the girl who wash my hair also say dont cut... hahaha so funny tat time... den after the wash i decided... I'LL cut short... i tell her boy boy short and super short... actually wanna cut botak one... den she started to cut snip and trim... hahaha....

was very satisfied wf it and reaally love it... even the cashier girl, thge girl help me wash hair and my stylist say very nice... muhahahaha she very satisfied wf her work also...

den at night went to davin hse to pass him his present... very glad he love his present... hahaha den play winning.. he say i improve alot.. YEAH baby~!!!!!!! den ah hong later at night came to watch soccer... haha he gave a perfume.. quite ok la... haha like it

thought of the day: the hair cut has a meaning to it...

eveything means nth if i ain't gt u all

2005-02-05T01:25:00.000+08:00

ok today jus finish with the last paper and last damn sianz cause i did not study well cause did not ecpect that it come out so many "meorise" questions... sianz.. but nvm.

heheh den finally can go orchard buy present for davin...went wf milk, becca,pei ni and anna... wahaha anan so blur... hehe very happy tat i bought tat shirt for davin... hope he likes it.. haha he cant say he dont like cause he have no choice...

den after tat went to ceni-leisure to eat cafe cartel. actually was very reluctant to go there cause it bring so much memories and really sadden me. ate the pork ribs but mine very hard so very diff to eat....den was very down cause i yr ago i was celebrating it wf my buddies... was really sad...even went to toilet and tried to control myself... i dont noe how to discribe but it was very hard... i want to burst into tears but i cant...i told myself tat i have myself and only me...

but after i came out, they bought me a cake. i love mango cake~!!!! sang song eat cake... and joked around...kind of brighten me abit...thank u guys... wpuld like to thank caroline, laurene and evelyn for coming down too...

going to change myself... gd or bad i dont know... too much let down...

thought of the day: am i so not worth ur friendship...

sad...

2005-01-26T13:31:00.000+08:00

hmmm... posting this blog during lesson.... i have done finish my CADD assignment and was browsing through friendster and i saw "that person's" profile... at first glance it was the same old pic...curious and concern i went to click on "that person".was happy that "that person" was happy and satisfied with life... until i click his pic i saw smth that didnt quite pleased me...our pic was removed... "that person" rather but his art work den our gp pic... really dissapointed...and my birthday is coming and the least i was expecting was him calling any of our gp friends but to no avil there isnt any call till now... have our long friendship gone down the drain juz like water flowing from the tap??? really very sad and dont know wad to say...i put our pic and i think is time to take it down casue there is no brother and buddy already...no pt saying so much....

thought of the day: brother, buddy, friends were just past..

sianz sianz sianz

2005-01-22T01:25:00.000+08:00

haha it been s very long time since i blogged...life been aloright lately...lots of project..haha happy with the presentations lately... the lecturers say our gp done quite a nice job~!!! yahoo..wahhahaha feeling so good but thanks to milk... he was the one who came out with this realistic and good idea... unlike the other classmates... come out the idea also nt realistic one... hahaha kk dont be so ya ya papaya...

for the past few week i have been going to gym wf milk... every mon wed and fri... haha body kinda become more muscular...whahaha hope to have 6 pacs... whahahahahahahahhaha but i think wont have the time mxt week cause test coming soon... busy...

hmmm yst had a vey long chat wf an old friend outside compass pt... kind of reliefing... talk to him was so fun...shared lots of thoughts and really enjoyed it... hope can chat wf him more...talking to him feels so relax...

yup then today went to the movies wf bro and sis... haha brought my sis along... first time... we watch Electra and boy was it a good show man... rate it 7.5/10 haha cause the story line nt so as exciting as expected... den after tat my bro rush home himself...lame.... den went shopping around tampiness mall... guess wad.... whahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahaahahahahah (sorry toooo excited) i ks (kuoi sai) until one levis jeans at 60 bucks only....den went we went to century square my that jeans was sold at 119.90 bucks... i cant believe my eyes man... wahahahah this jeans is a present to myself and can also counted as a new yr clothing ba... love it man~!!!!!!!!!!! k k end of blog buai...

and nt to forget i changing song soon...

thought of the day: life is ugly but we can choose to see it beautifully...

pissed + stress = overload

2005-01-08T22:22:00.000+08:00

ARGGGHHHH so pissssseeeedddddddd... nvm dont wish to mention wad happen..

after one day of house work + school work... brain and body so seh.. haiz... thinking lots of things abt my future... really lots... think till i'm so lost... y~!??? smth i think wads the pt of studying so hard?? as if i am able to have a salary of feww thousand like tat...

forget it no mood to blog no mood to think

thought of the day : where is my life leading to???

sad sad sad

2004-12-30T23:34:00.000+08:00

haiz feeling very sorry for those who lost their lives to the tsunami tidal wave... seein the footages of poor family torn apart...every one crying searching desprately for their love ones... dead bodies laying around and floating around... too many horrible sences... the death toll is rising and close to 81000... the number is too much and sad to say half of it are childern...

haiz i wish i could do smth... but i heard that my AGSL need help to pack things for the refugees... and i have offered to lend a helping hand... it really very sad to see those images... how i wish i have the $$ to help them... if i have $$ i will be willing to give a much a possible... but haiz i cant... so i tell myself that i want to be rich so that if there is smth bad.... at least i can do smth that is give funds to the needly.... really very sad for them...

haiz.... i added this song named 'call all angels' to those victims... this song is for those who have lost their love ones and also for those who manage to survive the ordeal... and hope that angels will protect them and blessed them... may god bless everyone

thought of the day: give whatever we can give even if it is so tiny

hahahah

2004-12-28T20:51:00.000+08:00

whahahaha today went to see kung fu wf becca n milk at causeway pt... very funny but a bit kao zheng... becca even see till she sleep... -_-"""" the fighting sences very chio and nice... really had a hard laught and can feel my six pacs.... wahahaha

btw heheh davin gave me a present a orange fila polo tee... NICE cool... luv it man... luv ya too davin~!!! thanks a lot~!!!

hmm lately class very sianz den trying very hard to keep a wake....hmmm now listening to jimmy eat world... milk lend me one... wahahaha nice.. hard to have same taste as milk...

thought of the day: will i make it throught??

Merry Christmas~!!!

2004-12-24T16:14:00.000+08:00

hihihi been a tiring week... 2 days a go went to watch movie "without a paddel" it was damn hilarious~!!!! went wf milk n becca.... den after tat we sat around and chit chat and laughed till we drop....

boring day.... later goin derek's bbq... davin ask me go one... hehehe davin bought me a x'mas present.. so sweet of him... hmm glad he didnt forget me... i'm so touched... whahahaha

yup and i added a new song by the verse - bitter sweet symphony~!!! hope u all like it~!! tata

thought of the day: MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL MY FRIENDS

sick sic sick again

2004-12-20T15:33:00.000+08:00

haiz sick again juz after sentosa trip...

sat went to sentosa with hornet scouts. fun but not as fun as last time we went. played captain water version...drank alot of salty water... played wwe wrestling too... got attacked by 5 ppl hahaha... den there was the heavy weight camphion ship too... it rained on and off too... another highly suspect that caused my fever... whole body aching now.. didnt went to sch today... cause mornign still got a bit fever..

den yst sepnd whole day at home slping~!!! whahaha slping is the best sports... den i realsised smth... i have ANIMAX the channel trail till 26 dec... wow got one whole week of anime to watch... whahahaha anime rules...

goin back to rest liao buai~!!!

thought of the day: the world is always fair... the choice is urs...

2004-12-18T01:33:00.001+08:00

me laurene & milk milk

2004-12-18T01:33:00.000+08:00

me becca & samuel

2004-12-18T01:32:00.001+08:00

hahahaha playing around wf reflaction

2004-12-18T01:32:00.000+08:00

me and becca again~!!!

2004-12-18T01:31:00.000+08:00

me & becca becca becca

2004-12-18T01:30:00.000+08:00

my new hair do~!!!!

disappointed

2004-12-18T01:22:00.000+08:00

haiz today actually goin punggol end see sun set, in the end raining see shit ar... sianz before tat went to repair camera ar, go bugis ar.... so sun set viewing canceled.... haiz haiz so we went to eat char kyeow teow... haha eat till song.... going sentosa tml wahhahahahaha

tought of the day: it takes no more time to see the good side of life than to see the bad

yawnz~!!!

2004-12-16T20:57:00.000+08:00

hey hey i got 74 marks for my LAW... whahahahahahahaha i didnt expect to be so good... milk even better he got 81.. wah i also cant believe my eyes..but anyway we bth derserve it... becca's results also quite ok...as for carol hers also nt bad...but for ECT haiz.... i failed again... kaoz 3/4 class failed...i got 47... hmmm at least got improve from the previous test.... haiz if fail this sub must retain one yr... AR~!!!! i am damn sttessed...

hmmmm my GEMS aka general elective module is finacial planing.... quite interesting and manage to be in the same gp wf carol and milk...and nt to forget anna aka blur queen... hehe
tuesday went to watch BLADE trinity... nt bad la but ending abit sianz...

wed went to have a hair cut... its been a long time since i cut my hair,... hehehehehehe look much much much more neater... quite like it... wahahaha

today went for a swim... swam 7 laps... wanna improve by trying to swim more laps the nxt swim... YAwnZ.. tired and juz warch my fav anime NARUTO.... natruto the BEST~!!!! looking for saturday~!!! goin sentosa wf hornet~!!!! oh ya and just saw a series from channel 5 name "like my own"great and nice show... really interesting catch it evey thurs at 9pm

wad a long post today... take care all and tata
thought of the day: u r who u r, i am whom i want

simple plan - CRAZY~!!!!!

2004-12-09T17:44:00.000+08:00

whahahaha i juz love this song... nah just as promised i added a new song...

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look,
I seeYoung girls dying to be on TV
They won't stop till they've reached their dreams

Diet pills, surgery
Photoshopped pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

I guess things are not how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's World War III

No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money's our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Is everybody going crazy?

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look
I seeRich guys driving big SUVs
While kids are starving in the streets

No one cares
No one likes to share
I guess life's unfair

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something, something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

2004-12-09T16:02:00.000+08:00

the key chain francis gave me

2004-12-09T16:00:00.000+08:00

whahah i gt a tatoo

first entry for the month of DEC

2004-12-09T15:47:00.000+08:00

first entry of the month... ahahaha boy was i slacking....

wah kaoz nxt wk open sch liao....den got one day 8 muz reach sch sia~!! tats equals to 6.30 wake up 7 o clock take train.... wahahahaa ii goin mad i tell ya... recently have been slacking lots... den tat francis never bought my shorts from thailand... i goonna kill him.. but he gt buy key chain for us... all the rovers yeah~!! alright la mai hiam buai pai la... very cute though...

at home really sianz... play play station play till sianz... games at 10 bucks each... kaoz.. so ex sia~!!! den ronald coming back from china this wk... haha kinda miss him a lot... i was very touched, during annual camp, he sent me an sms from China... wahahaha see liao very touched...
den recently really getting fatter... haha... nvm tml goin hougang bay for a swim... whahaha swim swim swim... gonna change song soon so guys out there who love simple plan dont miss the new song i gonna post.... haha waiting for my sis to come home b4 i can change....

gonna add some pics tooo...

thoughts of the day: every one wanna go heaven but no one wanna die..

2004-11-30T02:03:00.000+08:00

campfire night~!!!

2004-11-30T02:02:00.001+08:00

nice~!!!

2004-11-30T02:02:00.000+08:00

hehe mE~!!!~~!!!!

2004-11-30T02:01:00.000+08:00

nice scenery from punggol end~!!!

=P

2004-11-30T01:41:00.000+08:00

agh home finally... went to annual camp and had a great time...especially campfire night... really enjoyable and haha erotic... cant stand the scouts... pengz hahaha but that was great at least they dared to do wad they did... haha there was outdoor srit which i think can be seldom been held outdoor. it was a great experience and hope the scouts learnt many new things and also felt more bonded to their patrol. seeing all the scouts every year, really make me miss the goood old times in the past. hope the scouts enjoyed the back wood man too.

lost my voice on the second day dunnoe why leh.. haha overall fun and nice camp. but i really hope that we could improve the camp, in terms of the games and many more....

den after camp rushed to met milk, caroline and becca. haha den went to have dinner at BK and went of with becca to watch shutter with her classmates. wah liao eh shutter is the most scary ghost movie i ever seen man. kaoz even more scary then ju on and the eye... i kana scared till eye gt little tears. haha rreally really really freaking scary. pengz at first i thought the show like nth one...haha becca also see till teared.... scared to tears i mean.... hahaha....anyway wanna thank becca for jioing me to see the movie...

slack slack slack

2004-11-23T23:15:00.000+08:00

sainz... so long no blog le... haha lately slacking alot... stressed up... bleah blah... got to know this cute gal at chinablack. her name is kanny.. she very cute and whao am i attracted to her... haha..anyway like no chance la... add her in friendster she reject me... sob sob sob... haiz i am damn sianz... tml getting results le den dunnoe good or bad... sianz... juz wait and see ba.. if need to retain one sem i maybe will consider changing course liao.... anyway si beh sianz...

wonder hows ronald doing in China... haiz thurs annual camp liao i also sianz of going... got to go company tml... arg arh argh......

quote of the day : u only live once. but if u live it right once is enough.

haha sianz

2004-11-12T00:00:00.000+08:00

long time no blog liao loh... well nth much cause have been slacking at home... okok some motivating quotes... i try to add one evvery day.. tata

quote of the day: winner never quit, quitter never win

fun day...

2004-11-03T22:24:00.001+08:00

ok today woke up early... went to took my O lvl eng... haha quite easy... in fact easier than last year.. should be can gt a A1 ba... haha like real la... C6 can um chio liao... haha.. suprised to see wen hua and ying jie... haha finally can relax abit liao..but stressin out.. no job.. STUPID AP com dont wanna hire me... sad... wanna the Nokia new flip phone so so so so so so so badly.... damn chio sia... every time walk pass hp shop my mouth will start to drool..... hahaha hope b4 christmas can gt the phone...

den after tat went to pasir ris with becca, caroline, serene, serene, and penny.... pengz only boy... but had a great day... they wwere gossiping all day... hahaha gals will be gals after all... den went to fisher man willage ate.. the food quite nice and affordable... den went home and SLACK...

any one with job pls hired me somebody... whahahahahaha and guys visiting my blog sorry leh have to dl the lisence thing... but hope u all enjoyed the song =P

thought of the day: i want a C6 for eng will do...

song recommandation

2004-10-29T23:46:00.000+08:00

this song really nice by simple plan. super cool song

- Perfect world -

I never could have seen this far
I never could have seen this coming
Seems like my world is falling apart
Why is everything so hard
I don't think I can deal w
ith the things you said
It just won't go away

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You'd still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all

i used to think that i was string
until the day it all went wrong
i think i need a miracle to make it through
I wish that i could bring u back
i wish tat i could turn back time
cuz i cant let go
i juz can't find my way
without you i juz can't find the way

I don't know what i should do now
I do't know where i should go
I'm still here waiting for u
I'm lost when you're not around
I need to hold on to you
I juz can't let you go

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You'd still be here
And it makes no sense
I can juz pick up the pieces
But to you this means nothing
Nothing at all
You feel nothing
Nothing at all..

sick again...

2004-10-28T16:15:00.000+08:00

kaoz man juz recover from my illness, den it hit me again... i think i know why i kana sore throat liao... muz be that damn mocha(don't know if i got it correct.. coffee cum chocolate) kaoz really sianz that mocha... never go buy mocha from starbucks... curse u man... drinking only latte and one mocha and wah la, u get sore throat... kaoz really fed up... talking like asthma like tat so breathless... anyway i going to bed to rest and left with one freaking exam paper....

thought of the day : i'm a fool...

mug, mugging, mugged, muggen

2004-10-15T01:18:00.000+08:00

haha cute topic... yup its mugging time again.. the term test is nxt week and i have only started to revising 3 % of the first paper? haha slagger leh me... den after the freaking term test is 2 exam papers.. have 3 term test paper.... AGH then still have the front page project to complete...

i have yet to hand in my tutorials... left abt 3 which is also my term test topics... so stressed up... haha but everything will be ending soon.. i hope. den have to go find job... BORING>~!!

Thought of the day : anyone wanna hire me???

2004-10-14T00:43:00.000+08:00

becca and moi

2004-10-14T00:42:00.000+08:00

me and milk

sick~!!

2004-10-09T21:16:00.000+08:00

argh.... having fever and sore throat that sores and affecting my speech and appitite... all i did was slp wake up eat medicine, slp wake up take medicine... argh feeling so sick... head so heavy.. my throat is really bad.. den didn't magane to do my sch project cause i fever den partner could not come over... sianz.... tata back to medicine and slp...

boring~!

2004-10-06T22:00:00.000+08:00

boring day~!!!!manage to stay awake through out the lectures... sianz den today gt he GEMs talk... General Elective Module. wah they make us look so auntie... so kaisu must first come first serve one... kaoz

still thinking wad module to take.. sianz... study like shit liao still must think of new think to study... is life all abt studying?? haiz...

now reading a story bk called "rich dad, poor dad." the bk seems to be manupilating my state of thinking... sianz sia~!!! term test coming... semestrial exams also cominng... stress like hell... hw piling up non stop... sianz

life sux

2004-10-05T00:02:00.000+08:00

monday blues... boring day... manage to stay awake for law tutorial and lecture... wads the point of studying? will my life be gd even after i grad?... reading the book "rich dad, poor dad." very interesting book and some kind of manupilating my thinking...

life is full of scares... big and deep.... i walkin at the edge of life... i dont know wad i searching for in life...scars remains means i'm still walking. it means i have experience and learnt my lessons. but those scares will be with me till i'm old.

still thinking of wad i want in life...is this the kind of life i want to have? pondering and pondering the past. the past is already the past why am i still thinking of it... mind in a mess. body in a junk...

thought of the day: any murderer wanna a person to experiment ur killing skills?feel free to drop a msg.

Pissed

2004-10-02T17:36:00.000+08:00

My driving teacher is really getting up my head... argh~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Feel like screaming back at him....Really fucked up...He say my reaction slow... kaoz I already very fast liao loh...Today only first day learn parallel parking...Rise voice at me.. kaoz...

but there is one thing I have to admit.. I always change form gear 1 to 2 always will jerk a little bit... haiz dunnoe y leh... Tried to release clutch slowly den accelerate also jerk... Too fast also jerk... argh... fucked up... Feeling sianz... Den thurs advance theory.... FUCKED i am a FUCKER~!~~@!#!~#~!#~!#W!~~~~~!~@~!#~!$%(*#@$!~#~

and dudes out there, Resident evil not bad... Worth seeing.. the only sucky thing abt it is the ending.... Don't expect a nice ending... Rate 3.5/5 go see...~!!!!

thought of the day: life is full of emptiness and scar...

2004-09-29T23:21:00.000+08:00

me~!